So I told Brian that I wanted a divorce. I cant be with a man that I cant trust for one, and could never EVER have kids with. I think that it is the best decision that I have ever made in my life.
I feel so free and at ease now. It was hard to break the news to him though. I am in a foreign country and had to do it over the phone. Needless to say he never came up to see me. I just didn't need him to come here and make anything worse than they already are.
So right after I told him I wanted a divorce, he tried to say really nice things and be all cute to try and get me back. I didn't take the bait and now he is trying hard to make me feel like shit. He is telling me that he hates me and that I was a bad wife. I know that he is just trying to retaliate, but it hurts just the same.
Maybe one day we could be friends, but right now it is not looking so good.
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Susie, I congratulate you on your courage. That must have been a very difficult decision to reach.
I wish you the very very best on your future journeys. I hope you'll keep writing and keep us updated.
(((hugs))) from my heart to yours.
Best to you, Susie Q!
I know I have found this post quite late but I want to congratulate you on having the courage to write about your journey and your decision. My heart goes out to you and I hope you are walking a path towards peace.
((((hugs))))
Alexandra
likes children in the way I think you're saying... o man. I'm a heroin addict and I think I'm a social pariah but...o
when i was v little 9 or so a paedo tried to pick me up from a railway station it was really weird he knew MY NAME and everything yet i'd never seen this guy in my life
what on earth would have happened if I'd gone with him i still shudder to think... i've never heard of a child emerging from such an experience alive
o sorry: to introduce myself I found you via a friend of a friend basically by bloghopping so hi ;->...
Hi Susie--I'm checking in after several months, and I just saw this post. I'm sure the decision to divorce was really difficult to make, but I wish you peace and a full and happy life ahead. I'm so sorry for all you've had to endure.
Lots of hugs and good thoughts.
xo.
Margaux
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