Finding out

I found out that my husband liked children the day I got into a foreign country. I am currently going to be away from him for 3.5 months studying in another country. We both agreed that this would be good for my education. He gave me the call that day and said that he had something to tell me. He said that he had been sending sexual texts to thirteen year old girls. He told me that my dad had given him until that Friday to tell me and then he was going to tell me himself. He told me that he had asked Laura*, my soon to be step sister if she could keep a secret.

"Can you keep a secret" asked Brian*, my husband
"Yes" stated Laura
"I mean really keep a secret just between you and me" said Brian
"Yes" texts Laura
"How far would you go with me? Do you find me attractive?" asked Brian
"What do you mean?" texts Laura
"What didn't you understand?" said Brian

This apparently was not the first time this had occurred. Brian was going to watch the girls while my parents went out of state and he told the girls that they could "get drunk, watch porn, and play strip poker if they wanted to".

I also found out later that he had been discussing his sexual fantasies with Laura and even talked about a "woman's fluid orgasm" more than once. I also found out that every time I had left the room he had turned the conversation to sex.

I don't know how to feel about this or what to do.

*Names have been changed

Introductions

My name is Susie Q and I will be blogging about the troubles that my marriage has faced. My husband and I have been married for two years but we had been Jr. High sweet hearts. Nothing could separate us. We were always in love there were just some complications.

I just found out that my husband has been looking at children. Not only is this the first step to perversion, but the children that he had been trying to pursue were my 13 years old sister and my 13 year old soon to be step sister. I am devastated and shocked that this could be happening. I don't know what to do. I have only know about this for about two weeks. To make things worse I am out of the country so I had to hear all of this over the phone from my husband, my father, and my soon to be step mother.

I will be posting more information on the next post.