November 19, 2008

Ending it all



So I told Brian that I wanted a divorce. I cant be with a man that I cant trust for one, and could never EVER have kids with. I think that it is the best decision that I have ever made in my life.


I feel so free and at ease now. It was hard to break the news to him though. I am in a foreign country and had to do it over the phone. Needless to say he never came up to see me. I just didn't need him to come here and make anything worse than they already are.


So right after I told him I wanted a divorce, he tried to say really nice things and be all cute to try and get me back. I didn't take the bait and now he is trying hard to make me feel like shit. He is telling me that he hates me and that I was a bad wife. I know that he is just trying to retaliate, but it hurts just the same.


Maybe one day we could be friends, but right now it is not looking so good.