I don't know how to act or feel. I cant keep pretending that everything is ok. I cant do it anymore. I call him and we talk like nothing is different.
He has started invading my privacy now also. He has been demanding passwords for emails and personal items and he wants to know where I am every second of the day. I am loosing it. He joined facebook and added all my friends that I have made from my travel abroad experience. He is afraid that I am messing around behind his back. I have NEVER done anything behind his back and we are separated so there is not much that he could say about it anyway.
His family is involving themselves way too much in my business also and they are making him worried about our relationship. There is a picture on my facebook where I am leaning into a guy for a picture. His family is asking him all these questions like "you let her do that?" The guy in the picture is truly just my friend... Nothing there. And I'm not looking for anything right now.
Let me tell you that his family is SUPER Christian and they feel that women should not be friends with men unless there is a connection through the husband. I don't know if they know the true magnitude of what he has done. He says that he has told them everything but he is the master of deceit.
He did tell me that he started to watch porn the other night and felt bad and turned it off. I know that it has only been a month but I just want things to be better. I need them to be better.
I am having him up here within the next month so that I can talk to him face to face. I think that will be good for me. What do you think?
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