I did it!

I got the courage and strength to divorce him! I am turning the papers in tomorrow and I feel so great! I have finally realized that I was holding onto comfort and was holding onto the hope that it would get better when I wasnt even in love with him. I had a huge fear that no one would love me but him, but it turns out I am desired by someone other than him and I just needed to get over my insecurities and just be myself. It is weird trying to find myself in all of this, but I am enjoying every moment of it. I am so happy for the first time in my life!

I have been seeing a guy that I enjoy every minute with. He has been helping me get through all of this and he himself just got out of a horrible 7 year long relationship. I can honestly say that he is my best friend and he makes me happy. Honestly happy. Something that I forgot how to feel.