Lost and confused

I came back from Denmark and now I dont know what to do. I am still in love with the man. I found that some of the things that I was told were not true. I really dont know what to do. I feel lost and confused most of the time and I need some help. We have started seeing a counciler and I really hope that it helps. He has a court date on the 31st of this month and I am going to sit on his side and my dad will be there. I will write more later I have to go